...just to realize it's some dude with a large flashlight.
BTW, did you know the Germans introduced the Christmas Tree in America?? I love you, Ludwig!!! [//LOVES X'mas trees]

OMG >_> I'm jealous of New Yorkers now... [[ [link] ]]


Christmas Wishlist:

+ HEADPHONES
+ Combat boots [link]
+ GERMAN/PRUSSIAN FLAG
+ New DigiCam
+ ~Rweon
+ I want to spend a nice, heart warming Christmas with my friends in Singapore, without the interference of my mother...
+ I want to see my dad
+...........
+ ...o_o..



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ANOREXIA

[X] you have dry skin. [It depends <---//takes care of skin OvO ]
[ ] you eat 1 meal. [I have to eat 3 meals. Like...MUST.]
[x] you're very weak. [hurrr yes. No matter how many situps I can do, if you fail at push-ups, you look weak.]
[X] you hate your body. [hate my knees.]
[ ] you starve yourself.
[X] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[X] you need to be more skinny.
[X] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 6

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 3

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[X] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[/] you are very irritable. [depends.]
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[X] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide. [<---not anymore though!!!]
Total: 3.5

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out. [though I did fall asleep on the stepmaster once.]
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER

[x] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie. [now, if I said yes...would I be lying?]
[ ] you stay out all night.
[x] you have ran away from home.
Total: 4

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[ ] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[X] you can be/are anti-social. [CAN BE doesn't mean I AM.]
[X] you have low self esteem.
[X] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[X] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[X] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 6

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[X] you have daily rituals.
[X] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[X] you have to keep things in a certain order. [I am HIGHLY disturbed if my room is disorganized or different. That's why I threw an uncontrollable fit when I was moved out of my room because there was a ghost in it <--//whut?]
[X] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs. [uh...STD and AIDS, yea! duh.]
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 3

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[ ] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[ ] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[X] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[X] you have not had a lot of sleep lately. [I CAN'T fall asleep..]
[ ] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[X] you can have angry outbursts.
[X] you act younger than your age. [//DOESN'T WANT TO GROW UP]
Total: 4

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[X] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[/] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex. [Family.]
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[X] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 3.5